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ITS SNOOOOOOOOOOOOOWIIIIIIIIINGGGGGGGGG I FUCKING. LOVE. THE SNOWWWWW its sooo pretty cause its HUGE flakes and there are TONS of them. I just want to go roll in it, but the ground is still wet and muddy from it raining this morning. BUT THAT MEANS ITLL BE THE AWESOME SNOW FOR SNOWMEN AND SNOWBALL FIGHTS!!!!! I excited, we already have over an inch and its just supposed to snow more and harder. I bet its gonna be like the blizzard of '9(whatever year it was) that would be AWESOME!!!

Okay. So.... It's a new year, and I'm going to make it an awesome one. I don't know if I should call it an identity, life, or personality crisis, but that's the only way I can describe it to myself. I want to change everything, EVERYTHING about myself... There are so many things that I want, and I'm going to have to change to get there. I want to change my hair, my clothes, my routine, what I eat, how much and how well I sleep, my health, how stressed out I always I am, my mood, I want to change my personality, I want to have fun without trying, I dont want to have to tell myself "dont forget the happy face" I dont want to be acting ALL T

so.... the semester is over and it's really exciting, but also a little scary. my schedule: 1: Apparel 2 2: Student Assistant 3: German 2 4: Art IV I know that I am sooooo ready to be out of highschool, and out of my freaking parents' house. But I dont know what I want to do next. There are just SO many things I could see myself doing, and things that I want to do. I really DONT. want to go to college, but everyone says I should and are trying to push me in that direction, but I havent applied to anywhere, looked at scholarships, I havent even taken the SAT. GOOSSHH. I want to go to RMSP, but that's in Montana, and it's not a college